For the first time in before the people in tears, is in DuoNian after, I as an intern teachers listen to the other teacher in the lecture. At that time the old teacher is about the figure of zhu, listened, and I was out of control cry, provoked the class DuoGe forty students looked at me in surprise.
I can think of is niang, is when they know uggs stores that has a chronicle of grey hair niang. Niang is not my own mother, my parents had me, but no keep me. Niang is the village a silly woman, is that really silly, all the day, and even the life even nonsense cannot provide for oneself. It is said, is to pick up her mother's birth, she hugged me of that a moment, was surprisingly calm. Her face reveals a maternal the halo of big star is big, to drop a tear. Mother gave birth to me after more than a month, are taken away from the mountain village public security personnel, from now on and his father started lengthy prison terms. And I, and became niang of children, that year, niang 43 years old.
Everyone was that niang is keep not to live my, so silly of a woman, even oneself all care not, don't even say just wait a full moon child....... But, everyone from the shock, finally understand I have in the side day, niang is normally sober. She can skillfully laid the XiaoMiZhou cook him, slowly feed into my mouth; She can like all my mother's, the most exquisite feelings and love in my body into. People sometimes marvel that said I may be the gift of her medicine.
Niang came to the village is now state of classic chanel handbag mind, from now on and then stay here down, providing people with ablaze the chat them topic. It is on this situation, and I was also automatics outgrew, and is more than everyone else's child strong. Since I can remember, the most common is niang of white hair and eyes. Listen to other people say, niang had never faced away the tears, ever since the day to me, they wipe tears. I am also very early know niang and other people's house of children is not the same as the mother, she can't talk with me, most of the time, she is a man said to himself, don't know what to say. She didn't have the most kind smile, some just endless tears. I even feel less than her love, in addition to eat three meals a day, other what is whether I like sheep, as I like to play in the wild DianZi mad. Because of this, I become more and more unruly and indulgence.
After school, I don't get what supercilious look so dismissive. Here the honest people, and no one laughs at me, even the most naughty children will come to me to have fun, active don't care I have a silly girl. In fact, ever since the I, in addition to the daily from after the words and tears, said almost no abnormal niang place. Impression niang only hit me twice, played an extremely heavy stone. The first is my swimming, the village west river under a clear bright, the article in the village children go to the water in the summer, I of course also go flopped about. No matter my niang suddenly from dove into the water, I pulled up, fold a root wicker smoking would in my body, hit series of detection. I then don't guys take her, just don't understand, I climbed high in the tree top pick wild fruit she whatever I, I climbed up the steep cliff xishan her whatever I, I take the stone and the neighberhood child played for her no matter, I only in so shallow swimming in the river, but she did so spanking.
Another time, at that time I was in town to middle school has....... One day her to the school to me SongLiang, was found in the school door I and a girl talking and laughing. At that time she threw the shoulders of LiangDai, crazy general rushed over to play me, my nose to hit the blood. I although not so, but still don't hate her. Then I have to know a lot of things can, also from mouth to mouth know oneself story. A woman like this, can put me up, I went to school, for pay, to as much as one thousand times more than others. I'm grateful to my niang, although I can't and she exchange, but I already can realize that love. And, world mother which have not dozen children, and she played just me twice!!!!!
To say niang have piss me off, the place is her tears. No matter what, as long as where a see me cry from the heart, and it makes me uncomfortable. Other people's children a month back to a home, when mom is joy mouths, and my niang, meet my eyes forever only. Sometimes I ask her: "niang, you how a see me cry, as when you raise me not!" That time, she still tears not only, can't speak a word. For I ever niang intimate act, at least from can remember it had never seen before. She seldom hug me, even took my hand was. The many, many, always I think will also do not go to think, niang is not a normal person, why and she dispute these!
Go to school in the town, niang monthly hermes bags birkin food rations to send me a time. She put her time very well, always take hold on Saturday afternoon on time arrive at the school gate at one o 'clock, and I was out there. She put the shoulders of LiangDai on the ground, are only after put my one eye, turn round and then walk. I often gazed at the back of her in a daze, that figure to drift away, she sometimes carried sleeve eyes, a light wind blows wipe her jumbled white hair. Every time I looked at the niang figure disappeared in the corner of the street, not period like that, that figure was gradually came into my dream.
Get into the county after a number of times then, niang to less and become a few months. Mainly to send money, it is hard to earn his mother of the money, money, including my tuition of what, are put everyone. Those good people, since I entered the house, they would not be interrupted for helping us. Three one day last semester, just experienced a test, I and a live on campus of female the classmate to walk along side the discussion questions. To the dorm door unexpectedly found niang stood there, PiaoPiao three miles of dusty, the road, she must walk is. She saw me and my female classmates, momentarily, fiercely blunt come over, raise your hand, high paused for a moment, slowly falling on my face, and touched it, and at that moment, my mind surges a huge moved. Her from the pocket a roll of money tucked into my bag, and looked at me for a minute, canthus exudate tears, and then turned away. I turned to the female classmate say: "this is my niang......"